Yes, drama has come back to attack me. After 5 years of avoiding it, drama has come back with five years worth of drama all squeezed into a short week. Fun, you can say. In the land of the insane. Lets review:
~ I've become one of those horribly annoying snitchy people who tattle on their friends.
~The guy I like (Anthony) figured out, and is telling anyone who can hear.
Sure its only two things. But they are generally annoying. Let me give you details for you few viewers:
As for snitchyness, I avoid it. I try my best to stay on peoples good side, because I am goody two shoes with a butter knife edge. And so when my friend (Allysa) shows up totally baked at school I was like "Okay she is stupid." But surprisingly she wasn't caught by our apperantly ignorant teachers. So after school I confronted her about it. She says she has been smoking weed for about a year. That means she started in Grade 7. GRADE 7! To be smoking that long, she would have to be addicted. And here is my pathetic excuse for an interrogation.
Me: Are you addicted? (sneaky huh?)
Allysa: No way! I can stop whenever I want!
Me: So stop now!
Allysa: But I don't want to.
Me: Then your addicted!
I resisted the urge to shake her until her brains fell out, so I just stalked away. So, I made the desicion to tell a counselor. What kind of poor excuse for a friend am I? Somebody please tell me Im not a bad a person. No? okay.
Drama #2
So the guy I like - what did I call him - oh yes, chuck. Well, he figured I like him. Of course. They always do. thats another thing that adds to my loserness. Well he figured it out I like him (surprise surprise) and was spreading it around. Everywhere I heard "So you like Anthony?" and so I replied "How did you find out?!" and they say "Anthony told me." Mhm. Huge jerk right? Well I dont really think its so much as him being a jerk (he is really nice) but so much of being as being an egomaniac. Not to mention (you know, just to make things more complicated) that he recently broke up with his girlfriend, and Im not supposed to know, and now him and his ex are friends with benefits. Although I'm not sure he agreed to it. Last time I heard he was just thinking about it.
Normally I immediately start not-liking someone after they find out. I have a fear of commitment. But the wierd thing is I STILL LIKE HIM. Yikes, huh? And whats even worse is I cant get the guts up to confront him about it. Where has the confident Spaz I know and love go? I want her back!!!
~Spaz~ xoxo
P.S You may have noticed I changed peoples names. I am not that creative so I can't just keep on making up names... So sorry.
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8 comments:
I'm sorry about all the drama :[
But I think what you did with the whole stoner-friend situation was the right thing to do. Maybe its just me. KEEP WRITING !
-nuisance
Haha I'll try. BlogSpot is all messed up right now though, so no gaurentees. Thanks for the encouragment though. :] I feel like an awful friend. Im glad to see that your my first regular reader nuisance. :]
Pardon me, but would you like me to kill Jay for you?
My friends come baked to school sometimes too...if they want to screw up their lives and education thats thir own problem... apparently it helps concenteration (i highly doubt that), one of my best friends blazed for the first time before an english exam cause she was exploding with panic (no reason to get lean though...) and she got an A*...she seems to think it was all to do with the weed, but in actual fact she's just a complete freak who for some reason knows her anthology book inside-out.
Just make sure you dont start!!!! Or ill kill you too =]
Lots of love...and shame about the drama...but honestly, you can't say that drama isn't what makes a teenage life worth living!
By the way, how actually old are you??
xxxxMMG
Moanie, I wouldnt want you to fly all the way to California just to kill an 8th grader. Plus youd be charged for murder. Then what would I do when I am wasting in my room, when grounded? (my parents dont want me to have friends. they are just jealous) And dont even worry about me starting up. I may not be the brightest, but I'm not THAT stupid. And yes that means since Im in 8th grade, and she is a year older than me, she has been smoking since she was 13... Ah well. That is L.A.
~Spaz~ <3
Who is this..? o_O
You can call me Spaz...
Im an aspiring dork
yay for aspiring dork. personally, i'm a nerd. my friends and i call ourselves the nerd herd. anyway, you are in no way a bad person for turning in Allyssa. in fact, you are a good person. had someone not done something about her smoking, she could have ruined her life. seriously. no one hires stoners. or at least, no one you want to work for. you did her a favor, no matter what anyone tells you. i promise.
and just sos you know, if it was me in her position, once i had my head back on straight, i'd thank you. profusely. i'd kneel at your feet and worship you. or something.
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