Just becuase I want to Rant

I really don't have anything to report. So I am just going to write to your comments and hope that somehow I get inspired along the way. So Chu, its depressing that all I have to look forward to is a slightly more mature version of junior high. With cosmopolitans and mojitos. Whoo-pee. Why can't there just be mutual feelings? Yes, yes I know of course there are mutual feelings and YAY! they hook up. But what about that poor girl on the side? It must be painful sitting on the sidelines watching some guy you like on the rollercoaster of love. I KNOW it is painful. I mean sometimes your not even aloud to go on the teacups of love. You cant happily enter the amusement park of love without having the nagging feeling that the person you came looking for is having a hell of a lot better time than you with someone else. Because when you are buying an overpriced meal of heartbroken milkshake fries, you are bound to see HIM and HER sharing a jumbo Rasberry Loveonade 50% off. We can just hope that someone else was stupid enough to buy a ticket when single and they are VERY VERY hot.











~Spaz~

NO I DONT KNOW WHY I USED AN AMUSEMENT PARK METAPHOR. But thanks for tolerating it.

P.S tomorow I am leaving to go to Lake Tahoe. Whoo hoo. But I cant write meanwhile. I won't get back till June 10. I might write about if i feel like it. Which I probably wont.

Eh. heh. heh. hem.

Well to tell you the truth, I don't want to write about the east coast trip. In fact I despise these overly long messages. Really. Which is why I put off writing for 2 months. and so to avoid my discomfort i will sum up my trip in a very short way.

The most fun was New York. Highlights: Fed and held squirrel. Saw Grease (Your the one that I want, ooh ooh ooh, honey!) on Broadway! and a wax museum that my friend and i got kicked out of for breaking Elvis, and I stayed underwater for 7 minutes. mmm so proud of myself. Low- VERY CRUMMY HOTEL!!!!

Philadelphia - By far the most beautiful. Highlights- a really funny comedy show, and the ghost tour. Low - Hotel was nicer but located in a graveyard. Which I had the blessing to have a full blown window view of. Which we later learned was haunted. Not to mention a week later I was watching A Haunting and it was about that graveyard.

D.C - Boring. Highlights - Hotel, bus (I know.) Lows - got chased down by security guards for tripping and pushing over an exhibit. Lovely

Well there you go. Now on to my love life. Things with Anthony and me have began to clear up. I no longer have strong feelings for him anymore, it seems to have faded down to a gentle thud. But then there is Matt Dove. Although he is a bit on the short side for me (im 5'8) he is everything a girl could would want in a guy. Except for being blonde (not crazy about that personally), his hair is on the longish side and he has brilliant blue/green eyes. He is athletic and funny and popular (not to keen on that either) and blah blah blah. Well he told me he likes me and I have the most beautiful eyes he has ever seen (WOW.) But I didn't like him. and guess what? NOW I DO! Now that he is over me, of course I like him. I discovered this about a week ago, before school ended. I was determined to tell him. But he was never alone. Because, as I said, he is popular. Bleh. and for graduation I sit behind him. but people are all around so I cant tell him nothing. And so I left junior high behind forever yesterday, and I can't help but think 'Well, I missed my chance.'

Well thats it for now folks. Im so sorry this took so long and yes, I know I have no right to show my face around here. WELL TO BAD! I ain't going anywhere.

~Spaz~

P.S I SAW A CHORUS LINE! Let me just say. Oh. My. God. It was fantastic. I went opening weekend. Although I have to say I was disappointed with the number Nothing, Natalie Hall (playing Val) did an absolutely fantastic job on Dance: Ten, Looks: Three. Her performance was down right hilarious and somehow made her number one of my favorites. Also I have to say What I Did for Love was stunning and everyone was completely spellbound, and I noticed everyone was leaning forward (I even caught myself doing it time and again.) So 12 thumbs up! I recommend seeing it! But after it leaves L.A it is going to Japan then U.K. So it isn't coming back to America. Enjoy it while you can.