Just becuase I want to Rant

I really don't have anything to report. So I am just going to write to your comments and hope that somehow I get inspired along the way. So Chu, its depressing that all I have to look forward to is a slightly more mature version of junior high. With cosmopolitans and mojitos. Whoo-pee. Why can't there just be mutual feelings? Yes, yes I know of course there are mutual feelings and YAY! they hook up. But what about that poor girl on the side? It must be painful sitting on the sidelines watching some guy you like on the rollercoaster of love. I KNOW it is painful. I mean sometimes your not even aloud to go on the teacups of love. You cant happily enter the amusement park of love without having the nagging feeling that the person you came looking for is having a hell of a lot better time than you with someone else. Because when you are buying an overpriced meal of heartbroken milkshake fries, you are bound to see HIM and HER sharing a jumbo Rasberry Loveonade 50% off. We can just hope that someone else was stupid enough to buy a ticket when single and they are VERY VERY hot.











~Spaz~

NO I DONT KNOW WHY I USED AN AMUSEMENT PARK METAPHOR. But thanks for tolerating it.

P.S tomorow I am leaving to go to Lake Tahoe. Whoo hoo. But I cant write meanwhile. I won't get back till June 10. I might write about if i feel like it. Which I probably wont.

Eh. heh. heh. hem.

Well to tell you the truth, I don't want to write about the east coast trip. In fact I despise these overly long messages. Really. Which is why I put off writing for 2 months. and so to avoid my discomfort i will sum up my trip in a very short way.

The most fun was New York. Highlights: Fed and held squirrel. Saw Grease (Your the one that I want, ooh ooh ooh, honey!) on Broadway! and a wax museum that my friend and i got kicked out of for breaking Elvis, and I stayed underwater for 7 minutes. mmm so proud of myself. Low- VERY CRUMMY HOTEL!!!!

Philadelphia - By far the most beautiful. Highlights- a really funny comedy show, and the ghost tour. Low - Hotel was nicer but located in a graveyard. Which I had the blessing to have a full blown window view of. Which we later learned was haunted. Not to mention a week later I was watching A Haunting and it was about that graveyard.

D.C - Boring. Highlights - Hotel, bus (I know.) Lows - got chased down by security guards for tripping and pushing over an exhibit. Lovely

Well there you go. Now on to my love life. Things with Anthony and me have began to clear up. I no longer have strong feelings for him anymore, it seems to have faded down to a gentle thud. But then there is Matt Dove. Although he is a bit on the short side for me (im 5'8) he is everything a girl could would want in a guy. Except for being blonde (not crazy about that personally), his hair is on the longish side and he has brilliant blue/green eyes. He is athletic and funny and popular (not to keen on that either) and blah blah blah. Well he told me he likes me and I have the most beautiful eyes he has ever seen (WOW.) But I didn't like him. and guess what? NOW I DO! Now that he is over me, of course I like him. I discovered this about a week ago, before school ended. I was determined to tell him. But he was never alone. Because, as I said, he is popular. Bleh. and for graduation I sit behind him. but people are all around so I cant tell him nothing. And so I left junior high behind forever yesterday, and I can't help but think 'Well, I missed my chance.'

Well thats it for now folks. Im so sorry this took so long and yes, I know I have no right to show my face around here. WELL TO BAD! I ain't going anywhere.

~Spaz~

P.S I SAW A CHORUS LINE! Let me just say. Oh. My. God. It was fantastic. I went opening weekend. Although I have to say I was disappointed with the number Nothing, Natalie Hall (playing Val) did an absolutely fantastic job on Dance: Ten, Looks: Three. Her performance was down right hilarious and somehow made her number one of my favorites. Also I have to say What I Did for Love was stunning and everyone was completely spellbound, and I noticed everyone was leaning forward (I even caught myself doing it time and again.) So 12 thumbs up! I recommend seeing it! But after it leaves L.A it is going to Japan then U.K. So it isn't coming back to America. Enjoy it while you can.

Guess who's back???

I'm back from D.C! Before I tell you about fantastically fun trip (with ALL the details whether you want it or not) first I have to thank YOU Supreme. Out of all 4 1/2 viewers, you were in the only one who had the guts to do the 3 animals thing! BRAVO! Also, Dory is a blue tang. I know this because I own a blue tang. As for the clothing part... Well Nuisance did it! And how could it be a nuisance of a begining without doing what Niki did? So there you go. But now back to the animal thing... Eh-hem. My three animals and why:

1) Wolf - They are intellegent, friendly, social, misunderstood, and seem to have a zest for life (why else would they fight so hard to keep surviving?)

2) Sloth - They take life slowly, and when you look into their eyes they are really wise looking and seem like old souls.

3) Orchid - mostly because this is NOT the expected answer, and I love doing the unexpected. Plus they are GORGEOUS!!! And yes, orchids are a type of flower. Here is a picture:

So now is time to take a little time to look through a wondow of my life and getting to know me better through the above test.

Animal #1: How you see youself.

Animal #2: How others see you.

Animal #3: How you want to be.

This test is usually scarely acurate. Lalalalala. Well now I am very tired of typing so maybe I will come back later to tell you about D.C.

~Spaz~

P.S Its okay supreme. I'm a drama dork too. But you will have to find out what I saw on broadway next time. But to alleviate you stress, if not for a little bit, I will tell you I am seeing A Chorus Line and Wicked soon! Chorus Line sounds cool but I am ssoooooooo excited for Wicked! I already know all the songs by heart!

A Nuisance of a Beginning (as Stolen from Niki Nuisance)

Wearing: Boondox Saints T-Shirt (amazing movie for all who don't mind gore), skinny jeans, and my deariest guy-friend Troy's jacket.

Hearing: The trees rustling outside my wind and the low howl of the wind. (By the way, I wonder what the wind is howling about. Perhaps it has seen or heard to much in this world and needs to find a way to chill. Haha. Geddit? Chill. Wind. HAHAHAHA. I crack myself up.)

Mood: Zen

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My friends, as I have nothing else to report, I am now replying to your loving comments. Well first things first. I may have found my Huebert!!! Yay! Snaps for Huebert! Anyway, I am staying friends with Anthony. I enjoy his company and I dunno, liking him gives me a sorta peace (Or ZEN as I like to say). He's fun to hang out with; he knows I like him; I can be myself around him. It all just kinda works out. Although, I think that perhaps he still needs to get used to my... spazziness.

~ALSO~

On behalf of our newest member of this Spaz Clan, I present to you MG! And in celbatoryness, here is her veg recipe:

Chickpea, butternut and tomato tagine

1. Chop and fry a medium onion in olive oil.

2. A half a large butternut squash, diced. Fry lightly.

3. Add a tin of chopped tomatoes, 200 ml water, a tin of chickpeas

4. Add 1/2 teapsoon cumin powder

5. Add 10-20 fine slices of fresh ginger root

6. Stir, cover with lid and cook for around 15 mins.

7. Add 12 springs of fresh coriander, chopped. Add fresh ground black pepper to taste.

8. Serve with couscous, quinoa or rice

Sadly however, I am on probation from microwave & stove. I decided I would do a mythbusters, and I put wrinkled up tin foil in a microwave. It was such a beautiful display of lights (no, sorry folks no explosion) that I had to keep repeating. Then my parents came and caught me. Sigh.

And I must agree with ALL of you. Guys do make the best of friends. Although, I have my doubts about Austin (Nuisance's Friend). Don't get me wrong, he is funny, and yet to hit puberty, but he seems judgemental. No no, if I need to cry to some guy, it would to my friend Richard (honestly he is the only guy who can keep his mouth shut during time of crisis at my school.) Lalala, I love California during spring. It's my favorite season. It's so beautiful, all the flowers in bloom, it's warm enough to swim, the sky is at its bluest at this time of year, all the baby animals. The very air is new. Its so rejuvinating. You know what this calls for a new haircut!

Okay people in other news, I am starting another story! I began one before and worked on it for a year, then my brother deleted it off my computer and I didn't have another copy. It made me so sad because I never stayed on one story for that long. But now I was Inspired!!! I am starting a new story. It's a girl of late 1700's - early 1800's England, who's name is Angelina Valentine. Her father is a rich-type person, and everyone knows there was a lot of deciet going on back then right? Well because of one deciet (not sure which) Angelina is forced to flee her home under cover of night. Penniless, she pretends to be a boy, and gets recruited to be a cabinboy on a ship that is supposed to be headed to America, where she figures she will be able to escape. And keep in mind she has never worked a dayin her life. Thats all I got for now...

And my dear friends, this is the last thing. I ask you to please, please participate in this. Tell me your 3 favorite animals (in order) and then tell why you like them. I'll explain in the next post why and what this means. I'll post mine in the next one too.

~Spaz~

P.S What happened to Moanie, MG? I miss her! WAIT! Please tell me you didn't ground her! She is a good person!!!

P.S.S Supreme Ruler, here is my reply for your comment to my list of supplies:

BWahaha. i know you are. I also need to add a dress for the broadway show. And get this: We are going to applebees after! Haha!!! Im dressin fancy to go to Applebees. However it is more fun to go to In'n'Out in ur Pj's, or dressed as mutant teenage ninja turtles. or go to mc donalds, set out a table cloth and a rose (candles arent aloud) and dress like your going to prom.

Maybe He just isn't all that into me...

So I've been thinking. Yah, shocker I know. I don't think Anthony is just all that into me. I mean, if he was wouldn't he have asked me out by now? I like to believe so. And besides rumor has it, he is asking out Katie Golden. And by rumor I mean I heard him say it. Well they could easily be a couple, but I know who would wear the pants in that relationship (Katie). Besides, I've done all I could. I made it known that I liked him, and he decided not to take the bait. So there is nothing I can do, can I? Ah well. That is my life. I am fine with being friends with him - he is a lot of fun and easy to talk to. By the way, my long post is done but on a different computer. So sorry.



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Of late I have been feeling guilty about eating meat. I mean how can I eat something that was once living?

I find it to be cruel. So, perhaps I will be veg. but I can't let my parents know. They don't approve of me being veg. and rub meat in my face. So farewell orange chicken, potatoe balls, and beef and tomato. I will miss you! And remember:
& GO VEG!

~Sami~ xoxo

P.S I have decided each post will include a vegetarian picture to inspire me to keep going. And the occasional recipe (all vegetarian!) Thanks for your support! :)

EEKERs!

I know I just posted like an hour ago but real quick. Only like 9 days till I go to D.C and New York and stuff! I need to buy stuff! I need... to make a list. Just so I don't get TO confused (it happens fairly easy.) Eh-he-hem:

~List of Things to Buy~

1) New Shoes (my shoes have got holes in them because since I am humanitarian, I walk to school for the ozone.)
2) Shirts
3) Feather Boa (too long a story!)
4) Pop Rocks (Also long story)
5) Hairbrush (mine exploded)
6) Beach Shorts or Capris (I dont like bermuda's and all I have are skinny and flair jeans)
7) A Bathing Suit (my dog,Taz ate mine)
8) Klauta Ring (for my own entertainment)
9) Top Hat (Well... Its me. Must I say more?)

~Spaz~

P.S If I miss anything feel free to tell me. Or if you want to suggest anything. Unless they are strawberry flavored condoms (yes there is such a thing). Then please, please keep it to yourself. buh bi!

The 80's threw up on me!

I got the most AMAZING sunglassess EVER! They have clear frames and purple lenses and everyone is obssessed with them and vair vair spazzy, but they appear to make it seem like the 80's threw up on me. Ah well. What I would do for an amazing sunglassess...

In other news, I CAN'T HOLD IT IN ANY LONGER! So Huebert, Chu, Nuisance, and Supreme, I shall give you a little tease for the super long post. I talked to Anthony. Yippee!!! He is really easy to talk to and is fun to be around which is a plus. Sadly our conversation ended up with me telling him about the time I caught my pants on fire... Again, as I've said a million times before, there has GOT to be something wrong with me.

Ladedadedoo,
Buh bi my fans!!!

~Spaz~ xoxo

P.S How is Liana Sterling for a alter ego on the east coast?? She can be my calm, study-like, smart, alter ego of me!!! I can even buy fake sunglassess!

P.S.S I got a 94% on my History benchmark!!! (the benchmark is a very very serious test, worth BIG grade) Thank you Liana!!!